So, It is Already 2012? Oh…

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I hate new year. It reminds me that I am getting older and soon, I have to get a job and pay my own bills. Also, I need to find someone that I can marry and have children. :P Time flies! So, was 2011 a good year for me? Indeed it is! I travelled, met lots of new and interesting people (and a few morons), maintained good grades and my blog was featured lots of times on other sites and CSS galleries. This will be a very long post with lots of pictures.

Entertainment

  1. Watch a musical in Singapore called Wicked. It is my first time ever watching a musical; I never watch one before. Surprise, surprise… I love it! I plan to watch more musical in the future: Chicago, Phantom of the Opera, Les Miserables, etc.
  2. I travelled to Portland, Oregon last November. I went there for the Grace Hopper Conference and it was fun. I met a lot of interesting people here; people who shared the same interest as you. I managed to see the city as well. Oregon is beautiful!
  3. I went to the Universal Studios in Singapore and tried out all of the rides there. Apparently, they have a new ride but I haven’t try that one yet. I was planning to go last month but it was raining heavily in Singapore and Malaysia. It is not the best time to go. I might go again this summer.
  4. Got myself a new MacBook Pro. I am now an Apple fangirl. I have been using windows since I was born. :P I LOVE MAC!

Games
I beat a few games last year. Despite being a gamer, I don’t play as much last year since I don’t really have the time to play. But, here are the lists of the games that I managed to play (and beat the last boss to a pulp).

  1. Assassin’s Creed 2

    I never played the first one since I don’t really like this sorts of games. But I bought Assassin’s Creed 2 one day and decided to try it out. Initially, I disliked the gameplay since it was slow and boring. I even complained on Facebook that I don’t see why this game is famous since it extremely slow. However, some of my geeky friends urge me to give it a second chance and play the game until Chapter 5 or so. Surprisingly, the storyline gets pretty interesting and I started enjoying it once I started to assassinate some characters. Although I had a rough time understanding the storyline (since I didn’t play the first one), it doesn’t really affect my gameplay and I still enjoyed the game. If I have the time, I wanted to try out the first Assassin’s Creed and Assassin’s Creed brotherhood. I bought Assassin’s Creed revelation but haven’t tried it. I was hoping to beat Assassin’s Creed Revelation last month but I don’t have time since I was busy with Dead Space and Dead Space 2.

  2. Dead Space and Dead Space 2

    Dead Space is pure awesome. I love Resident Evil and Silent Hill’s series. Unfortunately, Resident Evil 5 is not that scary anymore. It doesn’t retain its original horror genre. It feels more like a war game like Battlefield or Call of Duty. Dead space, however, is really awesome. It was a nail-biting experience. Enemies will jump at you unexpectedly; I get quite jumpy after playing the game for about an hour. It is quite addictive since it has a good storyline; you would want to play it till the end just to know the ending.

    There is one down side though; the final boss fight for Dead Space 2 is not as awesome as Dead Space. However, Dead Space 2 has more cinematic bost fights compared to Dead Space and Dead Space 2 is scarier as the main character keeps on hallucinating. Non-stop adrenaline rush when I played this one. It took 5 days for me to finish both of them.

  3. Shadows of the Damned

    What is it like walking around in hell with just your “Johnson”? This game is a fun one and it has such a weird storyline. Garcia (main character) wants to save his girlfriend from Fleming, king of the underworld. It has a lot of profanity and sexual innuendos; It makes the game even more enjoyable. My favorite character is, of course, Johnson, Garcia’s sidekick (the gun that he is holding). I have a few of my favorite parts in the game. One of them is the Big Boner chapter where we get to shoot monsters with an upgraded version of Johnson. It is another chapter filled with sexual innuendos.

    I love the music; it is composed by Akira Yamaoka, a composer that composed the songs in Silent Hill. And I also love the graphic; very vibrant in color but it has a “moody” feeling to it at the same time. There are a few downsides; the game control is a little weird. Also, you don’t get to replay the game with all of your upgraded weapons. Therefore, it is useless to play the game multiple times since there is no point in playing the game more than once without those upgraded weapons. Upgraded weapons are important to me if I want to play the game more than once.

School Life
It is always important to network. Most importantly, be nice to your seniors. I managed to gain so many experience because some of them love my work and they either suggest me to the professors (who are looking for research assistants or web developers) or take me as an intern to work on their projects. Which reminds me, I need to send each of my seniors a thank you note for giving me a helping hand. Some of them gave me really good advice and I appreciate that. I do love my seniors. As for my juniors, that is another story. *coughtheyaresoannoyingcough* :P

  1. A paid internship with one of my seniors (he is an alumni). He asked me to create a prototype for a web application that he plans to work on. I learn more about jQuery and Backbone.js. It was such a good experience!
  2. Worked with the Computer Science department on their website. Again, I have to thank one of my seniors for giving me the opportunity to work with him.
  3. I get to be a Teaching Assistant last semester. It was my first time since I never had any experience in working as a teaching assistant before. I was the Teaching Assistant for statistical reasoning and practice. Again, a good experience. Grading papers are both hard and annoying, believe me!
  4. My GPA for both Spring and Fall semester last year: 3.75 and 4.0. :) I hope I can keep it up and maintain my performance.
  5. Mom had to buy me both an iPad and a MacBook Pro because she is happy and proud!
  6. Professors telling me straight up in the face that they are impressed with my work. It motivates me to work harder.

Life as a Bitch
Because life can’t be wonderful all the time. Why? Because not all people you interact with are nice; some are extremely stupid, dumb and can’t keep their mouth shut. For example:

  1. Mr. Twat who told some of my classmates that I told another student to do my homework for me. Mr twat is just a below average student who majors in Business Administration. You can read the whole story here. Listen, I have nothing against BA students. In fact, some of my friends are majoring in Business Administration and they are brilliant. I can’t say the same thing about Mr Twat though. I guess he is just a jealous bitch who can’t accept the fact that I am better than him. Seriously, his allegations are not even logical to begin with. Seriously? Me? An Asian student who is raised by a tiger mother would ask someone to do my work for me? Mr Twat is not only dumb but he is also ignorant about the fact that most Asian students are just plain hardworking and they can ace almost everything effortlessly (you’ll know that I am talking about the common stereotype that Asians are just plain smart) :P
  2. Lady Gremlin. Where do I begin with this bitch? Talked shit about my family on her blog and her father ignored it and said it is the “freedom of expression” but when I started to express my feelings about her openly on Facebook, he got pissed. Such double standards! Oh, the irony! He is not that smart for a doctor me thinks. Can’t even understand the concept of “free speech” and “freedom of expression”. After sending him back an extremely long private message explaining what exactly is the freedom of expression and why I have the rights to express myself as well and also telling him that he is a shitty parent because he had raised an ugly child (inside and out; I emphasized more on the “inside” though. Don’t care much about “outside”.), he finally told her to delete her blog and she did. We are not talking to each other but I guess it is better this way. It is better not to associate yourself with such a person. This is such an important event to me because I don’t have to act all hypocritical and be nice in front of them. Her blog opens the Pandora’s box but I think it happens for a reason. I can finally tell him how I feel about him, his daughter and their whole family. I don’t have to put up a fake smile anymore; it is so liberating.

Last but not least… Rogue-Dolls
I changed my blogging theme last year and you are looking at it now. It got popular and most of my visitors love it. I got featured many times in CSS galleries and design blogs. I just want to say thank you to all of you who had featured my blog on your website/galleries. It does give me a lot of exposure and it helps me gain many new readers. I even receive many job offers through my blog but I have to decline them since my top priority is to study and learn as much as I can for now. I know that most of my visitors are probably not interested when it comes to reading about my life update and my adventures. I also seldom post helpful articles that would help retain my visitors. But knowing that they love my design and my blogging theme and that I can inspire others to start designing – that really makes me happy. Thanks guys, it really means a lot to me. Thank you to all the sites mentioned below:

  1. CSSMania
  2. Vandelay Design
  3. WeLoveWP
  4. CssGirl
  5. Blog Design Lab
  6. Noupe
  7. Entheosweb
  8. Web Design Showcase

…and to all the sites/galleries that I may have forgotten to include here.

Even though the current blog theme receives a lot of praise, it does receive some criticism as well. This thought me a very important lesson; not everyone is going to enjoy your design. At the end of the day, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Some designers even gave me a list on what I should change about my current theme design (including the way I blog since this blog contains a lot of profanity :P Some even ask why my picture only shows my mouth). I was about to re-design my blog but I changed my mind. While I value their criticism, I have the rights to choose whether to accept it or not. Their criticism is their opinion and not all opinions are correct. I am happy with my current blogging theme and I designed based on my own input and whatever makes me happy. If people enjoy it, I’ll be extremely happy. If they don’t, I’ll still be happy as well. I don’t see the need of designing based on other people’s opinion or input since it is MY BLOG. It belongs to me. You can’t please everyone.

Jascha Heifetz, a violinist that I adore, is regarded as one of the greatest violinist. And believe me, he does put a lot of emotions in the songs that he played. Even with such a talent, he is still not immune to criticism. So, even if you are awesome, not everyone is going to like your work. So, just move on and don’t stop doing what you do best. ;)

It is My Birthday Today! (and Rogue-Dolls’)

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Yes, you heard that one right. I am officially old! So what did I ended up doing for this festive event? Nothing much. Mom bought me a huge cake and I ended up playing Assassin’s Creed 2. I am trying to make myself love the game. I hate it initially but I am starting to like it. Let see how long this last. Rogue-Dolls is officially 2 years old today as well! Not much to say about Rogue-Dolls since it is still young. I bought the domain on the same day as my birthday since it was a gift from my mom. 21 fun facts about me?

1. The birthday suit plan
Yes, I planned to walk around the house with nothing but my birthday suit. However, the thought of both my mom and grandma chasing me around the house just so that they could drown me discouraged me and I decided to abandon the plan instead.

2. I am obsessed with cleaning my iPad
My iPad is new. I am obsessed when it comes to cleaning any devices that are still new. Once it get old, I don’t even care if it starts to collect dust.

3. I recently bought myself a purple electric violin
I regret quiting violin lessons back then. I managed to only study until Grade 5. However, I am thinking about playing it again and just have fun.

4. I wanna learn pole dancing
I found a pole dancing studio recently. I guess I should take it up once I graduate. Why, you ask me? It is not because I want to seduce somebody. It is for fitness purposes. Not to mention, it can be a form of escapism.

5. I got into a fight once
I studied in a high school filled with delinquents. A girl confronted me because she alleged that I told everyone that her ass is small. She confronted me and I just gave her a smirk and said, “I was not the one who told people that… but even if I did say your ass is small.. it is the truth isn’t it?” She ended up yelling at me and I ended up smacking her face with my files. It got a bit messy but I’ll spare you the details. Obviously, I won the fight. She never bothered me again.

6. I used to be timid
To this day, I don’t understand why the 10 year-old me was too timid to even defend myself from bullies and the fact that I was a pushover. The fact that I can’t even tell some of the kids fuck off annoys me till this very day. Fortunately, that all changed. Obviously, I am no longer timid.

7. I love Tarantino movies
One of the few things that I am obsessed with in life. Tarantino movies! My favorites are Inglorious Basterds, Pulp Fiction and Kill Bill Vol.1/Vol.2

8. I think that all of my cousins are weird
I’ve met some of my extended families and I’ve met some of my cousins. I never get along well with any of them. One of them is a socialite darling. You can call her the Paris Hilton of Malaysia. One of them claims to be religious but loves to get drunk. Fucking hypocrite. I can go all day talking about these guys. Next!

9. I am a social recluse
I only go out if and only if I had not seen the sun for more than 2 weeks. I usually go out with friends once the break starts or when I finished my finals. Otherwise, my home is my heaven. I definitely don’t understand people who love to waste their time hanging out in the malls every day when there are no special occasions involve. But I still think that I have the potential to be a party girl if I had studied in Malaysia.

10. I am a stalker
I am impressed with my very own stalking skills. Sometimes, I stalk people that I don’t even know. What the hell, Ren? But don’t worry, I am very harmless. I am just a very curious kitty! Why do I stalk people that I don’t know? Just to kill time. Who usually get stalked? Friend of a friend, mutual friends on Facebook, friends of cousins, etc.

11. I dated my first boyfriend because of a dare!
I asked my first boyfriend out because a senior dared me to. This was when I was doing my A-Levels. I saw him when he was doing sit ups and I told a senior that he looks cute. The senior bet that I could never date him. I walked up to him and say that I am interested in him and I want to date him. He said no and I gave him my phone number and told him to call me if he ever change his mine. I left but when I had taken just three steps to leave, he said *Wait! I think..um..lets date! What’s your name?* With a mischievous smirk, I replied, *Ren. You?* The senior ended up buying dinner for me. I dated him for about 2 months and he started being too clingy. I couldn’t stand him and I started pulling the plug. He was an intelligent student and currently doing medicine in one of the local universities. Part of me regrets it. Live without regrets, Ren!

12. I ask a guy out once and got rejected!
This is more of a funny story than a sad story and this happened when I was doing my A-Levels. I had a major crush on a guy and I asked him out even though I did not know his name. He said no because he is interested in someone else. I ended up tormenting him by following him around and singing Indonesian love songs to him! With my friends as the backup singer! Whenever he walks by, I will start yelling his name and sing that song. He got really embarrassed every time I do that! I ended up giving him a peck on his lips forcefully since I manage to catch him off-guard once. I stopped tormenting him for a while because of midterm exams and I started to lose interest. Next thing I know, he started to develop feelings for me and ask me out instead. I played hard to get and ignore him. I think we could have hit it off if I studied in a local university instead. Such a shame though. We could’ve been together. He was rather cute. *I used to stalk him in the library! Should have been the other way around isn’t it?!* This memory never fails to make me laugh!

13. I used to think that Chester Bennington was hot
During the days of Meteora, I was obsessed with Chester Bennington. My friends couldn’t understand my taste in men at all.

14. My father wanted a son, initially
I found out that my father wanted a son when my mom was pregnant with me. I came out instead. Yup. I guess I am a guy in a girl’s body. I am too bold for my own good sometimes.

15. I hate Twilight but I love True Blood
True Blood is one of my favorite TV series currently. It is so messed up in a very sexy way! I have a major crush on Eric Northman! Hell, I would’ve ask him out!

16. I love rock and metal
My favorite genre of music besides classical. I love bands such as Bullets for my Valentine, Garbage, HIM, Incubus and Alice in Chains.

17. Facebook Birthday Wishes
My Facebook wall activities are only active whenever it is my birthday. Currently, there are only 64 friends that wished me ‘happy birthday’ out of the 225 friends that I have. Yeah, I know. I am pretty much unpopular.

18. I am always the outsider
In addition to being rather unpopular, I am also always the outsider. I never fit in into any cliques and I find it rather hard to relate to the members of these cliques.

19. I have 5 cats at home
I have 5 cats at home! I am planning to post pictures of them here! Their names are Sakura, Sasuke, Yachiru, Aki and Yoda!

20. I am out of ideas
After reaching the 20th point, I am out of ideas of other fun facts about me.

21. This is my cake
This is what I eat today! Looks delicious, isn’t it? It taste good too!

Slowly Realizing My Summer To-Do List

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My summer holiday has begun and I am enjoying it right now. My spring semester result is already out and I am on the Dean’s List again this semester. :) That means my mom lost the bet and she bought me an iPad as a compensation. The latest one!

So the prince and princess got married, the bad guy is dead and I got myself an iPad. It is a magical fairytale indeed! Betting is my mom’s way to motivate me so that I work hard. She doesn’t need to do that actually; I love pleasuring pressuring myself anyway. :P

With the summer holiday already started, I tried and realize my to-do list one by one. I start out by developing my very first WordPress plugins. It lets me display my tweets on my blog. I know there are lots of plugins like this but I want to try and familiarize myself with the WordPress and PHP API by coding a plugin myself. Hey, we all have to start out somewhere right? Instead of learning PHP from scratch, I just utilize the API. It is faster and easier that way. Next thing I know, I am getting a hang of PHP really fast! I really missed seeing codes in my blog so I may post up a tutorial on how I created the plugins.

I have another goal: Finish Singularity. As a gamer, I always enjoy a first person shooter game with a great storyline. I tried it out a little bit during the spring break and I got hooked! Must finish what I started now!

I’ll be leaving for Malaysia this Sunday and I can’t wait for that. I missed my family now. One of the cons of studying in a foreign country: you will ended up missing your family a lot. I have a list of rants that I really want to post. Which one of these sound the most interesting to you guys?

  1. 5 Things I hate about Facebook
  2. Bitches on Facebook
  3. Mr. Show-off/Pathological Liar
  4. Please do not talk about your sex life in public
  5. How do bitches befriends each other?
  6. Tips on how to handle shitty group members

I know, I have so much on my mind that I need to dump it in this blog. I will definitely post a tutorial on how to create a Twitter plugin. I am planning to write it in a way that it is easier to understand and short, if possible.

I need to continue packing now. :( Why don’t you guys give me suggestions on how to realize all of my to-do list? Especially the ‘work-out’ one. ;)